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ode to armando [Jun. 12th, 2007|01:05 pm]
[Current Location |victoria gardens]
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |"truly madly deeply" + cascada]

he often visits my site
i think he tries with all of his might.
i wish i had a kite
to fly with armando

he sits behind me in english
i wonder if he's ticklish
that doesn't really rhyme, but what the ish.

in government, he talks with chabolla and vasquez
u can only imagine how interesting that is.
i wish i was funny so that i could go into the comedy biz
with armando
hey, is ur sister's name liz?

he really likes the aquabats
he wears really cool hats
i doubt that he has cats
but if he does, they're probably not fat
i would sit on a mat
and shoo away gnats
with armando

well, that's it.
this is my ode to armando
maybe one day he'll own a condo
but if not, i think it's obvious that i'm still rather fond 'o

i'm kinda simplifying my myspace profile and i found this blog and i laughed my ass off...good times...i remember that people thought that i had a crush on armando after i wrote this...it's really, really bad...but super hilarious. :)
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superficial [May. 29th, 2007|12:35 pm]
[Current Location |victoria gardens]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |"beautiful girls" + sean kingston]

i don't think that most people take me too seriously and that's probably because i don't give them a reason to.

but lately certain things have started to click for me...i'm starting to realize who i really am and how i need to manage and live my life for myself at this point in time...i'm starting to get it...

last week jonte shaved her head, took out all of her piercings, and threw away all of her make-up. she told me that she just woke up and something in her just said that it was time for a change and that that's what she felt she needed to do...

at that moment, i wanted to go home and get rid of all of things that i adorn my body with to make me stand out, blend in, or whatever it is that i do. at that moment, i wanted to just stop caring about everything...all of the superficial nonsense...all of the extra time that i spend getting ready for nothing...the change that jonte made was very inspiring to me...but i could never do anything so drastic...partially because i'm really a mindless conformist...but mostly because the "superficial", materialistic things i do are for myself...those are the things that make me feel good about myself and i couldn't really deny myself those things...i don't feel that i should deny myself those things.

in ninth grade, i wrote an essay for my pre a.p. geography class...it was about something that marx wrote...now, in ninth grade, i was still just kinda sliding by so i didn't really read the text and what i did read, i couldn't really fully grasp. so i just b.s.-ed the essay, figuring that it would get me by, just as so many other ill attempts had done...yeah, right. on this particular essay, i got a d and on the top, written in red, was the word "superficial". i was confused and offended...mr ace later explained that he was commenting on the superficial nature of my essay and that he was not attacking me personally. i would have been really hurt if i had not known that my essay really was crap and he had left the same comment on the paper of several of my classmates...

that incident had a really interesting effect on me.

but now i'm thinking that maybe i have been superficial this whole time...just b.s.-ing my way through life by not really being anything worth taking seriously for the sake of just getting by when i know that i have the potential to be so much more...
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hooters [Feb. 18th, 2007|02:18 pm]
[Current Location |fontana library]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |"girlfriend" + daniel bedingfield]

so i had wanted to go to hooters for quite a while...i thought it would make and excellent group outting but we never really went...so two nights ago, miguel took me to hooters after work...

it really wasn't what i expected...i really expected it to be much nicer...idk, maybe it's just bc we went to the one in ghetto ontario...idk, but hooters is such a total and complete guy place...the girls, the food, the sports...it's ridiculous...there were like 10 girls in there when we went...but although it was kinda ghetto, it was still pretty cool...i had fun...
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appendicitis [Feb. 6th, 2007|04:41 pm]
[Current Location |victoria gardens]
[mood |worriedworried]
[music |"i want u to need me" + celine dion]

k, so crissy usually calls and wakes me up around 1 on tuesdays and asks if i want to hang out...today i decided that i would already be awake and ready to go when she called...i had planned for us to eat junk and watch reefer madness...but she didn't call, so i just went to the library for a while...then i sent her a text asking what she was doing...she told me that she was dying. "WH@?!", i asked...i turns out that she was rushed to the hospital this morning and she recently found out that she has appendicitis, so she's having surgery today...probably right now...yep, she's having her appendix taken out right now...i was so worried...i was already in my car and ready to visit her when i found out, but she wasn't able to have visitors yet, although she will be after her surgery...and i will definately be there...i should probably go to our cinema class so both of us aren't behind...but, crissy's sick, and it's only cinema...i was super worried about her, but i guess she'll be okay...it's always something with that girl...
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bad day [Jan. 31st, 2007|08:49 pm]
yeah, so today was kind of a not so awesome day...

but i started hollister today...it was my first official day...it was cool...it didn't even really feel like work...it was pretty awesome...i took myself to a movie...um, life is crazy...
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2007|08:39 pm]
i love you. why does it seem that those three little words are the hardest to hear when u most need to hear them? is that just me? idk, but there have been several occasions where i have been so sad for whatever reason and someone would tell me that they loved me, only to send me into a bought of tears.

the other night was one of those occasions.

i don't know...it's always great to know that u are loved, but sometimes it just seems bittersweet...it's like, yeah, i'm loved...but not by the person that i want or in the way that i want...love sux...

so valentine's day is coming up and i've decided to do something for crissy...it's not like she isn't tremendously loved or is alone or anything...but i just think it'll be cute to do something for her bc she's really been great lately...
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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2007|05:18 pm]
nothing to write about...i don't have work today...i think i'll go buy some underwear and then go catch a movie...
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adult entertainer [Jan. 15th, 2007|08:02 pm]
[Current Location |gwen's house]
[mood |blahblah]

so lately it seems like ppl have just been asking me for sexual favors and mistaking me for porn stars and stippers...what's that about?! i usually get soo hurt and insulted, but now i'm totally over it...whatever! i could really care less...

i walked into work the other day wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt...one of my co-workers whom i've never ever spoken to before asked me if i was a stripper. wtf? normally, i would have stopped, turned, stared at her, and said "what? why would u ask me that?" and i would have been sooo hurt...but that day i said "no" as i continued to walk away...later, i saw her again and she said "no? really? u're not a stripper?" again, i told her that i wasn't and i asked her why she would think that...she said it was bc i kinda "prance" around all of the time and i always show off my body...whatever! anyway, i'm over it...i guess i should be flattered that she thinks i have the body to be a stripper (although anyone could be a stripper) but anyway, the next time someone gives me a card and offers me an opportunity to break into the porn industry or someone asks to be my fcuk buddy or asks if i'm a stripper, i won't really care bc i am really really over it...i will not change who i am or how i act or walk or dress...i am who i am...
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plans [Jan. 9th, 2007|07:43 pm]
[Current Location |victoria gardens]
[mood |excitedexcited]

weds: ice skating/movie/bowling/chillin :)

thurs: TIGERHEAT!!!

fri: work :(

sat: work :(

sun: idk

mon: work :(

tues: hollister interview! :)
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happy new year [Jan. 1st, 2007|12:35 am]
[Current Location |mondo's house]
[mood |blankblank]
[music |wii]

so it's new year's and i'm chillin at mondo's w/ mondo, micheal, art, and janice...i had to work today and then i headed over hear...nothing exciting at all...i took myself to lunch earlier today and that was exciting...but, unlike other years, i am actually excited about the new year...i actually made new year's resolutions and stuff...last year was really interesting...it was, hands down, the craziest year of my life...and i am just so excited to be done w/ 2006 and i am very optimistic about 2007...i think that it will be a good year...but even if it isn't, i don't believe that there is any way that it could be worse than this year...

so yeah, happy new year everyone!!
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